I am extremely mad at myself for always saying things when it's not appropriate. I am always getting in trouble for saying stuff at work. Not swearing or anything, but I don't think before I speak. But yes I now know why I got in trouble but I still don't think it should've been that big of a deal.
Anyway, I just got offered more hours at a diner I work at and today was the first time I have every worked in the morning. I've only worked the night shift and they warned me about the day crew how they're a bit more picky and angry and then the people are nicer in the morning. So when I introduced myself, my fat mouth said along the lines of, "Yeah the night crew warned me about you guys, nbd lol." I mean, I didn't insult them. They just said back, "They're probably just jealous that they don't get to work during the day and are lazier than us." And we briefly joked about being cranky in the morning. Then maybe 10 minutes after I got there, one of the waitress's talked to the manager about the 'new hostess' which was me but I don't think they realized what I said was a bad thing either. So I got pulled to the side by my manager and got told what I said was very very mean and that it causes tension between the shift groups. I felt really awful and tried to apologize that I didn't realize it was that insulting. Then she gave me a harsh example(as usual) about if a friend said something mean about another friend, would you tell them? Or something like that and I wanted to say yes and she finished it with a 'no' and told me not to ever do it again. I told one of the servers how bad I felt and they weren't surprised that the manager got really intense and mad and that they're used to that too. They told me I was fine.
Well I learned to never talk..maybe I just shouldn't talk. I didn't say names but yeah, I need to keep my mouth shut :/ I'm currently worried that's gonna effect my hours because that manager just gave me more hours over the weekend instead of the graveyard shift. I've only been there 2 months but I reaaallly want these morning/day shifts I don't wanna be stuck till 3am on weekends with drunks :l
Oh and apparently we're supposed to charge 25cents per extra napkin...
Listening to: Dark Moor
Reading: Art & Fear
Drinking: Passion Fruit Iced Tea